Light my Candle [Lucio]

Jamison smiled down at him when he came to stand in front of him, sighing softly and looking to the side, "s'hard not to...it really feels like all I do is cause people t'be hurt..." But he supposed he was right, what good did it really do to beat himself up about this shit? He laid back against the grass when they got to the spot and looked over at him, "Gabe said that? Heh." He let out a soft sigh after a moment, looking tired, "only fer yew, mate." He really hoped he was getting through to him, he just had to keep reminding him.

He laughed at that and winked at him, "well mine's buried pretty damn deep...I can't be this way t'anyone else." It felt weird being soft and vulnerable to anyone but Lucio, even Ana never got to see how soft he actually could be, he chalked that up to his trust issues mostly, "yew wanna find out?" He grinned at him and poked his tongue out, he wouldn't mind that, though he wasn't sure if Lucio would actually kiss him in this state. He sat up and came closer, taking his hands and smiling, "yer nice too. Yew've always treated me like'a person...When no one else did yew always did..." He pressed close to his side and sighed, "I'll help yew however I can."

Lucio sighed at that, chuckling faintly. "I think a lot of people say the same about themselves," he'll mumble as he watches Jamie lay down for a moment with a curious look. But he got silent, looking around as if something grabbed his attention. Wait. Wasn't he here before? It's so fuzzy. Lucio moved his hand to rub his forehead a bit before turning his gaze back to Jamie with a tired noise. "Yeah, he told me nothing but good things. Poor guy though, he seems so.. alone. I wonder why." Lucio then shook his head. "I'm getting off topic, but I'm glad you're willing to stay with me through all this."

"I must be extremely special then to be the only one to get that treatment," he said with a smile, but that question made him blush deeply as he turns his gaze to the grass instead. Should he? He doesn't even remember them actually being together but what if it helps him? Even if it's just a little. "I-I.. uh.. sure," he'll answer quietly as he turns his gaze back to the other man. "Of course I treat you like a person, because you're nice with me." A sigh. "Thank you, Jamie, not for just this but for everything. For not leaving me when I lost my hearing and for not leaving me now. It.. means a lot."

Jamison nodded and looked to the side, "Gabe's always been nothin' but kind t'me...He's a good man." He didn't care what he did in his past, he was trying now, same as he was, he understood him to some degree. He looked surprised when he was given permission to kiss Lucio, scooting closer and putting a gentle hand on his cheek before leaning in to kiss him softly, pulling back with a smile, "If yew never remember me, I'll still stay, because we kin jus' make new memories..." He chewed his lip a moment, then smiled and took his hand, "listen..."

He squeezed it, "I meant t'give yew this when we were in this spot last...But it wasn't finished." He nodded towards him with a smile, "close yer eyes." When he did, he pulled a ring from his pocket and slipped it onto his ring finger, blushing, "o-okay...yew kin open them." He didn't know what this gesture would mean to him, Lucio didn't even remember that they were engaged, but it seemed like a waste not to give him the ring he'd made for him.

Hearing that made Lucio smile. "He really is. I'm glad someone else is also kind to you, you deserve it," he said with certainty in his tone. He then stayed quiet once Jamison got close, feeling a rather.. familiar warmth once he rested his hand against his cheek. The kiss is what made him freeze though, looking like a deer on headlights as the blush on his face only deepened. Well, it's true. Jamie's lips is surprisingly soft. "W-Well.. it's true then. They are soft," he'll grumble a bit nervously but then he frowned again. "I know you, to a point. I don't remember a lot but.. I do know a couple of things. Though honestly, I wouldn't mind making new memories too," he admitted quietly with a faint smile.

As Jamie took his hand again, Lucio tilted his head again with a curious expression. "Alright," he'll grumble as he closes his eyes, unable to help feeling a bit anxious. Then he'll open his eyes when told to before looking down at the ring and then freezing once more. Lucio simply stared at the ring, noticing that it was handmade by Jamie himself. Then he'll use his other hand to hold his head a bit, keeping his eyes locked on the ring for a few moments longer. Wait, something's coming back to him. "I.. you.. asked me to marry you the other day, and I said yes," he'll mumble as he turns his gaze back to Jamison's face with a smile. "We're engaged and.." then he stopped as he looks at the other's bandaged hand, frowning, "and you got hurt.. in Dorado. I'm.. sorry."

Junkrat opened his mouth to object to that, but cut the thought short and just chuckled and shook his head, he supposed maybe he did, he supposed they both did. How much had they been through in just a few months? He was glad Lucio couldn't remember that right now, but his face brightened at his words, "told yew y'knew me, mate." They could make this work, whether he ever remembered him or not, Lucio still seemed to like him, he just had to get him back.

Though, he looked worried when he froze like that, until he realized the recognition beginning to show in his eyes, and it gave him a thrill of nerves at that. He smiled and nodded, taking his hand in his metal one, "y-yeh, I'd never seen yew so happy..." His own face fell when he mentioned Dorado and he squeezed his hand gently, "yew ain't got nothin' t'say sorry fer." He kissed his cheek, "I'd give me entire arm fer yew." He lifted his bandaged hand and chuckled, "M'lucky they only too a finger." It did make building things difficult right now, but that was just the bandages.